Apocalypse Now

An end to come with much delay
A society drugged through an integral vein
No clots on bloodless wounds
No tears on ductless eyes

Lampoon the death of a temporary shrine
Torture the driver of the rental car
Destroy the dreams of a motherless child
Curse the day away

Leveled ground where you stand
Flames licking the soles of your shoes
Your skin crackle from the dry heat
You die, you quit; You quit, you lose

Barring Intoxication

Barring Intoxication
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez.

Log in, Log out! Time to hit the Boracay Bar Scene!

Some are tired...

and yes... slightly derranged.

And then there was no more...

I always thought the Spice Girls had it right in splitting up while they were still on top. I guess the same applies to some of us now. I just wonder how many more goodbyes must we say before finally stopping. How many relationships must we end before we end up where we ought to be?

We all tire and none of us are getting any younger. Some of us will go thorugh this more times than others. In search of their place, some will leave more times than most. Moving forward is moving on.

Keep handing out those goodbyes for now and hope the day comes that there will be no more.

Damn be the consequences

You have to draw the line everytime and choose who to trust
You have to stand for what you believe in and not be run over
You have to play your cards right and keep a working distance
You have to cross the bridge when you get there and not back down

You have to keep one eye open and never rest in battle
You have to apply your strengths and let no one see your weaknesses
You have to open your mind for oppurtunities and never be satisfied
You have to live your life to the fullest and not let anything get in the way

Damn be the consequences

Friendship's Over

When someone differs from ideals so strong
When someone passes right for wrong
When someone becomes more than a friend
When a journey with someone comes to an end

When the end of a deal is not met
When a loyal commitment ends with regret
When moving on is moving away
When plans for tomorrow does not include today

When you run after a ghost from the past
When a dying relationship could no longer last
When someone exits your door
When you finally want something more

Friendship's Over

Where in the world is Carmen San Diego...going?

20 years ago.... 'I wanna be a doctor'.
7 years ago... 'I wanna be an engineer'.
10 lbs ago...'I can do this for now'.
Today...'Where the hell am i going?'.

For some people, everyday is a battle of what i can do and what i'd like to do.

Symtoms of Clinical Depression

It is sufficient to have either of these symptoms in conjunction with four of a list of other symptoms. These include: *

• Feelings of overwhelming sadness or fear, or the seeming inability to feel emotion.
• A decrease in the amount of pleasure derived from what were previously pleasurable activities.
• Inexplicable tendencies to sing.
  
• Changing appetite and marked weight gain or weight loss.
• Disturbed sleep patterns, such as insomnia or excessive sleep.
• The purchase of more than one pair of shoes a week.
  
• Changes in activity levels, such as restlessness or a slowing of movement.
• Fatigue, both mental and physical.
• Feelings of guilt, helplessness, anxiety, and/or fear.
• Talking to stuffed animals.
  
• A decrease in self-esteem.
• Trouble concentrating or making decisions.
• Self-harm or ruminating on self-harm.
• Stalking people in friendster
  
• Ruminating on death and/or suicide.
• Reduced memory.
  
• Constantly changing one's yahoo avatar's appearance.
  

* Wikipedia (some of them)